I feel like such an idiot for believing and trusting people.
I'm Gullible and naive. A Fool.
Fall, I fall. I hate that I'm not more. I hate that I'm not enough...for you.
Your words say one thing, but I wonder another. Is this Real? Will this last.
Why do you search for something beyond your reach, Why is "us" not an "us"?
I am NOT so certain anymore of MYSELF. No matter What anyone says, I thought what I had was REAL,
I thought I had SOMETHING Real/ and now I am terrified to find that maybe it was Something Lost.
I cannot just put these feelings away, cannot ignore them. But Recover, I will Recover - Given space and time.
I have already Lost to much. A Mother...A Sister...
I WILL LOSE NO MORE.
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