Just Thank You.

Patience...
 patience...
   I have so many Questions
     I Know I'll get the answers
       Soon Enough
         Is Never THAT...
             SOON ENOUGH.
               But Wait.
                WAIT?
                   All Will Be Revealed in Good Time. Tonight.
                     Time?
I'll Begin with -
              Where do I Begin?
Perhaps getting to know you, My Angels, My Guardians, My Guides.
I think that will be the best beginning, and then perhaps you can reveal to me - If there is anything that you would like to tell me.
This is an exciting time - I look forward to Knowing You, To be able to Talk with You and Talk To You.
I just want to say Thank You - again, and again, for your help, and for helping me to help others - in Time.
And thank you, Forever to Allison Scott, for bringing You into My Life! THANK YOU!!!!

EUGENE

Eugene... You are a man, so proud, so strong.
You are sensitive and loving...
You are understanding, and patient.
You have stopped at nothing to fullfill my every need, and have given selflessly of yourself,
to all, but especially to your family. Our daughters have the best father possible, and they love you and adore you beyond anything!
I LOVE YOU AND ADORE YOU BEYOND ANYTHING!!!!
Thank you, for being you, for being so unselfish, and loving and for understanding everything about me, the monster I've been, all the different ways I have been. When I have changed, and when I have settled down.



You mean the world to me, I am so proud of you, of you and our two girls and I just want to say THANK YOU.
Thank you for choosing me, and for loving me!

Your Wife!!!!

Reflections

I build you up, they break you down. Are you aware, of all? Of all that you are? Perhaps of all that he is? Or She is? Perhaps to you, perhaps NOT. ALL THE LITTLE PIECES that FORM a PART of The WHOLE, or UNWHOLE.
It would be vital for you to recognize, perhaps in a reflection who you are, or maybe who I am. Feelings fade and spark again, over distance over time. I think of my sister now. And what has her journey been? what will her journey become now that there is New Life about to Spring?
Does she too, recognise her own face in the mirror? Has she been etched? Or has she changed?
the question i want to ask is: ARE OUR REFLECTIONS TRUE?

Relevance of the past

I had a friend...Gone. Now. 3 years. I recall a memory, so intense, they all are. Sometimes I wonder where you are, who you visit. Your passing, leaving, was never an easy thing, still at times isn't.
But HOW do I tell, WHO do I tell? Would it be easily understood? The fact that I loved you once? A soul now, a spirit.
I sense you at times, know you're there. Wonder what were the moments of finality like for you, what were your impulses? WHO were your impulses? Would there have been a difference in
the RELEVANCE of the PAST???

I Don't think so...But then, it's not something to be revealed.