I
have seen your soul,
caught
a glimpse for moments,
months
years
too
long?
But
in a moment – too short...
It's
all gone.
I
go within,
I know there is more -
YOU
are more...
But
I see only what is external.
And
I search.
In
the depths of your eyes.
To
feel
To
know
And
I am unsatisfied what what I see,
With what I find.
You give,
and then you replace with silence - and leave me feeling like
Nothing
seems enough.
For you.
Time
and moments in between are lost.
Never
recovered.
And
I search.
More.
For
the missing pieces of the puzzle.
I
now HAVE your SOUL.
I
now HAVE your HEART.
But
still YOU are gone...
Fleeting.
There.
Here.
Focus.
Hold
on to that
gaze.
And
in a rush of change –
I
feel FURY
ANGER
HATRED
GOUGING
EYES OUT
SMASHING
HEADS AGAINST A WALL
STOP!
Stop...
Please.
And
I realize something...
Perhaps
I should begin with me.
Search
my OWN SOUL.
Complete
my OWN puzzle.
Or
perhaps, I should just stop
SEARCHING!
